10 Favourite Songs

Day 21: My 10 Favourite Songs

Alright. So my playlist changes from month to month depending on new music being released.  These are not in order of how much I like them.

  1. Hallelujah- Pentatonix
  2. Symphony by Clean Bandit ft. Zara
  3. Galway Girl- Ed Sheeran
  4. Nancy Mulligan- Ed Sheeran
  5. Rockabye- Clean Bandit ft. Sean Paul
  6. Evermore- Dan Stevens (Beauty and the Beast)
  7. To Be Human- Sia
  8. It Ain’t Me- Selena Gomez ft. Kygo
  9. Usher- Yeah
  10. Cyclone- Baby Bash

Those are the top 10 songs that I listen to on a daily basis. I will probably update this in a couple of weeks when some new music or something else comes to mind that beats these ones out.

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Something I Miss

Day 20: Something I Miss..

Hmm. I actually had to think about this one. I really don’t have anything that I miss as of this moment. I have everything within my reach at the moment. Now, if you asked me this question in about two weeks I would have to say my own bed and my boyfriend.

As I have mentioned in other posts that I am leaving for a month-long road trip with my family across Canada. We are going to Newfoundland. We are tenting across while we go. SO yes. I am going to miss my bed. I am also going to miss my boyfriend because this will be the longest away from him since we started dating. So it will be interesting. 😛

As of today, I have nothing that I missing but two weeks from now.  I will be missing two things so much. 😛

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Where I Want to Be In 10 Years

Day 20: Where I want to be in 10 years.

This is a really hard question because I always seem to be asking myself this question. Where will I be? What will I do? What can I do?

The main things I hope you would be in 10 years, is a mother, a wife, and maybe my own boss. I love the idea of being a mother, it’s all I wanted to be when I was little. Always wanting to help my mom with my sister, and with my brother when he came around. The foster kids we had, the daycare kids with my mom. My mom was always so willing to teach me and let me be around the kids. I also know she could use the help everyone once and awhile.

I want to be a wife. I want to know that I will have a soulmate for the rest of my life. For me marriage is something that is a life time. If you do anything or have a fight you will have someone there for you. I want these two things the most.

Well, that is where I see myself in 10 years. Maybe, I will have to keep this blog for 10 years and post again what my life really is like.

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My Worse Habits

Day 18: My Worse Habits.

Hey guys! Time for another one. Day 18… Worse habits.

Well, I think I have a few actually. A few personal ones that I wish I would get rid of and then a couple of other personal ones that come to relationships.

  • My first worse habit would totally be overthinking every little situation. Even in my relationship, I overthink every little thing. Which can cause a lot of arguments between my boyfriend and I. It is a lot to deal with even when my boyfriend is not involved. Just thinking if I could stop every once and awhile. To just enjoy what I have and everything around.
  • My second habit is spending waaay to much time electronics. Which seems so weird since you know my blog is online. But, I need to spend less time on things like Pinterest, Facebook etc.etc.etc.
  • I apologise for everything… I apologise for things that aren’t even my fault. Or with something that I have no control over. I would always apologise. I know it gets annoying for some of my friends. They definitely had to get use to it.
  • A final habit, is trying to please everyone. And forgetting about myself. I very rarely will take some time for myself. I will try to help everyone else around me before myself. So, lately it has been my mission to give myself time and make sure that I am taking care of myself.

Those are some of the habits that I can think of that bug me… I am hoping that by bringing this to my attention more and more each day. My boyfriend is helping a lot as well. Always reminding me to be myself and keep working for what I believe in.

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What Am I Afraid Of?

Day 17: What Am I Afraid Of?

Geez… This is getting a little personal. Oh well. I am scared of three huge things. Which I will explain because I understand sometimes that people don’t understand that fear unless you explain it.

  1. I am scared of spiders. I do not know what it is about spiders. But I HATE THEM! If I find them in my room I will kill them. If I see them outside, I try my very hardest to keep away from them. (as I am writing this I see a spider on my desk…… GAAAAHHH!!!)
  2. I am scared of being alone. I grew up with a very tight family. We are super close. Obviously, because I am 20 and my parents are still letting me stay at home. I am scared of being alone because I have never had a chance to be by myself. When my parents pass away or any of my close family/friends are gone. I am going to be completely lost. I will honestly not know what to do with myself. I am hoping I will have my own support unit when it happens, such as a boyfriend or husband, or even children to keep me sane.
  3. I am scared of sleep… Okay, this one I know I really need to explain. I suffer from night terrors and insomnia. I do not know why I have it. All I know is that I have a hormonal imbalance that causes these things. I do not know what I am dreaming of when the night terrors happen they just hit and there is nothing I can do about them. And to be completely honest when they happen I am completely embarrassed by them. I twitch, a moan, I punch, kick, yell, scream and make weird sounds. I hate them. It was very hard to get comfortable enough with my S.O. to sleep around him. I did not want him to think I was weird. Which he doesn’t obviously. He is suppppper supportive. I have punched him and elbowed him in the face a couple of times. He is a super great guy for sticking it out. So I am scared to sleep some days because I could months without an “episode” or I could go just days. minutes… I do not know what causes them, we just deal with them when they happen.

So those are the things that I am scared of. Weird things I know. But, I deal with them on a day to day basis. So far I am getting through. 😛

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Favourite Childhood Book

Day 16: Favourite Childhood Book.

Alright, let’s get this rolling. I want to see how many posts I can get done today before I have to go to work. Favourite Childhood Book…. Geez, where do I start? I read so many and had so many favourites.

So I have mentioned that I am a huge Harry Potter fan in a couple of my posts now. But, I can honestly say that this was not my favourite book as a kid. I didn’t get into the books until I was 12. I was into the movies more. I did not read the books until my mom noticed how much they missed in Order of the Phoenix (the movie) so that’s when I read them.

My favourite childhood book would have to be: The Trumpet of the Swan by E.B.White. (I have read all his books and have many others that are great.) and Treasure Island by Robert Louis Steveson. Treasure Island was the first book that I actually read on my own. I would sit out in my backyard with my German Sheppard on a blanket/sleeping bag he would lay down beside me and we would spend hours laying there reading. He would sleep but I pretended like he could hear every word and enjoy it as much as I did.

I love reading. I still read to this day. And I love reading fantasy, sci-fi and medieval type books. I love the idea of these three genres because they are so different from what we would experience in everyday life. It gives you a break from the reality of the world around you. And I believe that is what books are for. To escape. I also don’t mind a good romance novel here and there (I am a girl after all.). And Katie McGarry has an amazing series… Sorry, three series now. It is always between a boy and girl. And it rotates from point of views about each other lives. They are amazingly written and would recommend them to anyone who is interested in those types of books.

Alright. Another one done!

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Dream Job

Another day, another dollar. Haha, thought I would start this off with a cute little saying. It’s funnier then cute. But, that is alright. Alright! Day 15! Dream Job

I am already working it. I work with children. I love working with children because you never know what you are going to do, what they are going to say and what they will tell you. You could plan your day out for a lot of things to happen. It will never go that way for you though. There is no way it will.

I am an Early Childhood Educator. and I love it.

I really don’t know what else to say about it. It is my dream job. IF you asked me this when I was a little girl, I would have told you Marine Biologist. Before I realised that was not working with animals but science and math. (Which are my two worse subjects.) At the age of three to about six, so three years of studying, I knew almost every animal in the ocean (that had been discovered) their statistics and their scientific name. I loved the ocean so much. I still do. I get drawn to the water. I could stare at the water for hours and not get bored. I’ve had to compensate for ocean water with pool or bath tub. But, it still works.

Alright. So that is my dream job.

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Timeline of My Day

Day 14: The Timeline of My Day

Okay. I really had to think about this one because from week to week my schedule could change. SO I am going to do from when I wake up to when I am done work. Because I never really know what I am doing after I am done work. I play it by ear and go day by day.

  • 6 or 6:30- My boyfriend takes me home from his house when I sleepover. Or he keeps me up when he sleeps over.
  • Lay in bed until 7 or 7:30- depends on how much sleep I got the night before.
  • 7:30-8: Have a shower, do something with my hair, get dressed, decided on makeup (if I choose to wear makeup. I will put it on.)
  • 8:15- go to work.
  • From 8:30- 4:30 I am at work at a Daycare

After working, I will usually either go watch my boyfriend play sports, hang out with him or my friends or hang out at home watching movies or t.v. show.

I love drawing and doing art so, after work, I may choose to do that or just hang out in bed. That is about it.

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What Is In My Purse??

Alright, another one! Day 13: What is in my purse.

You guys are going to find that my purse is actually reaaaallly empty for a girl’s purse. I don’t like carrying around a lot.

Here we go!

  • My wallet that has Stitch on it with the saying Ohana means Family. With all my cards for shopping which rarely get used.
  • A pair of headphones
  • Sunglasses
  • Deodorant because you can never get enough of that in the summer.
  • I have a change pocket where I put all my coins that I collected for the last year. Which I always forget to use.
  • Tampons (OOOoooo. She said it!) Yes. I carry these cause you never know who may need one or when it will hit.

So that is everything in my purse. It is a small purse for my small amount of things that I carry.

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Favorite Quote

Hello! I am back from a long weekend at my boyfriend’s family farm. It was great to get out into the sunshine and away from the city! Lots of fun things to do and catch up with his family.

So, I am here to catch up on the days that I missed. It’s going to be quite a lot. So Sorry for all the posts today! Hopefully, I can get them all done.

Alright.  Day 12: Favourite Quote!

“Happiness can always be found even in the darkest of times. One just has to remember to turn on the light.” – Albus Dumbledore.

The reason this is my favourite quote because it is my favourite movie series of all times. (As I have mentioned before in my other posts.) I love Harry Potter and another reason is that it represents my depression. I fight with my depression on a daily basis. Every day is a struggle to keep a positive attitude.  This quote helps me fight by always reminding me to go out into the sunshine and into the warmth to keep my mood happy.

I also love this quote because it gives me hope. It allows for a light at the end of the tunnel, gives you something to look forward too after the darkness has come.

There we go! My favourite quote and why!

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