Welcoming Myself Back

Hello, guys!

Sorry for a long time no talking. I got really busy with life and was not able to make it on here to write just about it.

Let’s see where to start. I got a new job and a new fling in the process of that. (No. it’s not a workplace relationship.) Everything about this is different and I am ready for the difference. I am ready for the new chapter in my life. I also am ready to start treating myself first in this relationship. I have told him that already and already he is starting to respected.

Well, I am back and I will posting a lot more soon! Maybe tonight!

Alright, thank you for reading! See you soon!

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Some More Good News

Hey guys,

Yesterday, was a pretty exciting day for me. I woke up and thought about doing nothing. But, I decided that I would start looking for full-time employment. I sent out some resumes and was not looking for someone to answer me back right away. Within 20 minutes of placing my resumes out into the world. I had four interviews lined up for the next three days.

So, I go to the first interview yesterday and the job was perfect. Benefits, good pay, I get to set up my own room, I have an assistant- teacher, and I get a whole new facility. Best part is that I start working next Monday for training. It happened so fast. I have to give my notice on Monday. I need to give my notice and all that but. I am excited.

 

The last two days, have been hard and they have been great at the same time. Having to get over my break up, adult up and keep moving on with my life. I got to love the new me. So working out, friendship and working will be my new life. I want to work hard to make sure I get what I deserve. I want to make sure that I will have enough in life to make me happy. I don’t mean money. I want to live my life. I will work hard for everything I earn and I will play even harder.

 

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Starting Today

Hey Guys.

So, starting today I will be starting my 30-day challenges. These can range from anything from eating to exercising, to drawing to anything. So, I have made a list of on a piece of paper and will be randomly choosing things to do for the next couple of months.To keep me busy for the next little while.

The reason why I wanted to do the 30-day challenges is that it will help to keep me tasked orientated and another reason is that it will be easier to follow my progress this way.

Every day, I will make a post about what I did, when I did it, how I did it and what the end result was. This will help to keep me focused on my end goal, which ultimately is to complete the challenge. If it is a fitness challenge that I decide to participate in for the month. Every week, I will post results of working out.

I wanted to ensure that with the working out, that I actually accomplish some goals. Make sure, that I am completing what I started.

Today is Saturday the 12th, of August – 2017. I have four months left before Christmas and New Years to start, I wanted to feel better about myself. I want to gain more control over my life. And I want to complete something to the fullest of my ability.

So, Starting Today. It will be a new me.

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Good News to Cover the Bad

Hey everybody!

I am official extremely happy today. So, I started my search for full time work now that I am done my schooling. I am super excited to say, that after posting eight resumes online with potential employers, I now have two interviews set up with 15 minutes of posting. 🙂

I am excited because it means that I will be starting a new chapter in my life. I will be working. I will pay off my debts. I will get to move out and then I have no idea where my life will go.

My first one is today. So I am preparing for that. But, I wanted to take some time to post. I wanted to share my excitement. Hoping to bring some excitement to someone else’s day!

So on that note. I hope your friday is full of excitement and joy!

 

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Finally Home

Hey Guys!!

I am finally back from my trip from Newfoundland. It was a long month. But, I am back. And it felt so good to sleep in my own bed last night.

Sooo.. Good news and bad news situation here.

So my long term boyfriend of a year and a half broke up with me while I was away. Over text and out of province. So now in my own mind, I think he is a coward of a man. He broke up with me because he wanted his freedom. I don’t even understand what that means. All I know is that for the first time in a long time. I felt so lonely in my bed. Knowing that I could text someone to come over when I am scared. Or just to talk to someone who knew me better than my own parents. It hit me hard.

But, I have decided that I am not going to let that defined me. I will become better for myself. I will let my colours shine. I will be the woman who is independent and will strive for greatness. I am proud to say that I will do all of this myself, for myself, and not for anyone else.

So that was the bad news. The good news is that I will be posting pictures of my trip with a small amount of commentary about what I got to see. I am super excited to show these photos. I am even thinking about moving out east because I fell in love with the ocean again. Like I did when I was a child.

I also got a lot of reading done on this trip, and thinking about making a couple of posts about the books and put a couple of reviews on 🙂

Alright. So, I believet  that would be enough for my first post back on the site.

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Banana Boat Burns

My friends and families from Canada and US. Please take a moment to read this. It is super important!!

I know with summer being here and with the warm weather that is coming or already here. There is a problem coming with the sunscreen company Banana Boat. They have been causes burns on children and adults alike! There is no recall yet. But, I would like you guys to just keep an eye out on your little ones especially…

We had to stop using them at my work place due to these burns. SO far there is only a couple of places and people who have been burned. But, it is not worth putting these kids in danger.

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What Am I Going To Do?

So, I was looking for my little list that I had created before this whole adventure. I realised that it was coming to the end. So I was thinking about what am I going to do next? Am I going to do another 30 day challenge? Or should I do random journal entries each time? So I have been thinking about this quite a bit. So I decided that after once I am back from my trip I will be doing more 30-day Challenges. Changing up the different things each month.

So I wanted to reach out to this community and ask the most important question. What 30-day Challenge would you like to see? I am up for anything. Except please keep it Pg-14 please! I will not do anything that could get me arrested. (Joking include, but at the same time. I would not like to be arrested. It’s not a part of my plan for life.)

Please! Leave me comments about what type of 30-day challenges you would like to see and I will choose a few to start. (Will keep all the ideas.) Then I will release the ideas for the first few months and then I will continue to keep up with it. Also, in between each 30-day challenge I will also post information about me, projects, pictures etc.

I would like to say thank you to the people who have started me out on this journey of having a blog. I would like to say thank you to my few followers to start it off! Thank you! Thank you, thank you!!

What Make Me Feel Better, Always

Day 25: What Makes Me Feel Better, Always

Are you ready for this! Because I love my way of relaxing. It is amazing and always makes me feel better. So, my way of feeling better is an all day thing. You can not miss a step when it comes to relaxing and making the sadness drift away.

Alright. So the day starts off with picking out your favourite five Disney movies. Order them in the way you wish to watch them. Each time I rotate the movies each time I need to do this. Each time I am sad.

Then I take a walk. Get the vitamin D that you need. Collect items you would like to eat, and snack on during the day. I usually walk to my local Co-Op and grab nacho chips, salsa, sour cream, ice cream and cookie dough. (I know. I know. Not healthy. But, when you are sad does it really matter?) Then walk back. I usually listen to music too. Make a playlist of your favourite songs.

Once back at home, I pour a bath. Use essential oils and espen salts. I get a bowl for the cookie dough, make a jug of ice tea for myself. I then I get into the tub and relax listening to music. Reading a book.

Alright, here comes the Disney movies. Once done in the tub, I take the list of Disney movies and I will watch maybe one or two. Take a nap and then watch the rest.

Then I will hang out with either my best friend or Hunter that night. Cuddling and laughter. *cuddling is with Hunter.* Always needs the day in a good note.

That is what I do to make myself feel better.

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Best Physical Features

Day 24: My Best Physical Feature!

Alright. Usually, I do not like talking about these things because everyone should love themselves, and blah blah blah. But, I love my legs! I have the best calf and thigh muscle to fat ratio. Which shoulds soooo weird. I know. But, I am short. I am five foot even. I love my legs because they are the longest feature on my body.

That is why I love my legs. They are the perfect between muscle and fat, enough muscle to be lean and enough meat on my bones to keep me comfortable when sitting down. My butt is close second. Squishy and toned. I love it! I have my mom’s lower body.

Sorry, if that doesn’t make sense. But, that is my favourite part about my body..

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A Difficult Time In My Life

Day 23: A Difficult Time In My Life

Alright. I am going to get really personal with this one. Because I know this is supposed be a difficult time for me. Which makes it also hard to talk about it. But, I am going to. It’s always a good idea to get ranting off the chest right?

So, I have three huge moments in life that were difficult. But, I want to talk about the one that just happened a year and a half almost two years now ago. So here it goes.

Three months before I finished high school, I started dating a guy. (My ex.) He was different from the guys I usually dated, I normally date nerds but he was a little bit a of nerd and jock altogether. I thought it was going to be a good relationship. We dated for about a year and a half.

It was good for the first six months. It was a good, I was happy and I never thought I would want someone else. After six months, he started cutting me off from my friends, we rarely went out, and when I would plan things he would get upset or I would get scared that he would get upset and end up going home anyways. His anger was a huge part of my life. I was always trying to make excuses for it.

It is early December and we went out for dinner with mutual friends for a birthday. Hanging out and talking. Three of us went to elementary school together and one of our classmates had passed away. We were discussing whether or not we were going. My ex cut in while I was trying to talk and said, “Nobody cares about what you think.” That was my final straw. I took off. I got my dad to pick me up and I cried in my room for three days.

Fast-forward to New Years. My best friend and I are sitting on the couch watching the Good Dinosaur. We had signed up for dating sites for her. I was trying to help her find someone. Enter in my current boyfriend. I showed him to her, she started talking to him. They stopped talking, but she liked him. I tried to help her by talking about her to him. Soon, him and I were making plans to hang. (Gaah! This is where it got difficult for my morals and my emotional sanity.)

We hung out and walked around our small water park we had. We walked around talked. The way we talked was amazing. I realised how I was being treated. Three days later, I broke up with my boyfriend. I felt awful and like a whore. But, looking back now it was the right thing to do… I started hanging out more and more with my current boyfriend. He helped me realised that I was worth being someone’s princess. He makes me feel worthy.

This is the short version of everything that happened over an eight-month process. I should have left sooner. But, I feel if I did I would have not meet Hunter. My current boyfriend. I know what I am worth and I am happy! For the longest time. I am finally happy. The most consistent happiness that I would ever have.

This is the most difficult time… Getting out of a toxic relationship into a healthy one. Hunter had to deal with a lot of baggage and tried to break old habits.

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